There is a woman that i love - her name is IH. I love her perhaps more than i have truly loved another woman. I am compatible with her in many ways and on many levels. I love to do things with her, from movies to dancing to running to watching tv to visiting with family to being with animals. We have deep difficult conversations. And i am afraid that i am trapped in the past, unable to move forward because of this link i have to these two past women to whom i had made an unbreakable commitment, and was then left by myself inside of this now empty covenant. How dare they just walk away and leave me to figure it all out?
I feel more viscerally alone tonight than i have ever felt before.
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