Monday weight

After an enjoyable weekend with myself and with IH, i'm back to this place of sadness and mental weight, which I can only hope corresponds to the first stages of this true journey, which i've spent the past two years putting a foundation in place for. I'm finding it increadably difficult to both function as an adult in the world and to be working through my head and being present with myself, all at the same time. Arggghhhhhh.