disconnected

This morning i find myself feeling disconnected from the people i love.  adrift.  i find myself checking and re-checking the web, my inbox, other places to try to find connection in this virtual world.  this is when i would shut down i think - when i'm looking for connection, and in the past would believe that connection is impossible.  i don't believe it's impossible anymore, but it certainly is challenging at times.  here i am - adrift and disconnected.